brightrosefox | I will not be (Reply)

I will not be depressed.
I will not be in pain.
I will not be self-loathing.
I will not be exhausted.
I will not be fatigued.

That all over needle and fire pain is back, but I have found that I can shut it out and make it better with extra doses of MSM and, oddly enough, hyaluronic acid. If I think about it, this makes sense, I guess.
Oh! Well, apparently HA is used for fibromyalgia relief. I don't have fibromyalgia, but it is nerve pain, after all.

I'm somewhat broke until my paycheck next Friday, but I will have enough to get food for the week and a few groceries today. Adam left at seven this morning, on his way to Memphis. I cried a little. Sometimes I am not that strong.
I just want the moon to overtake me, on Tuesday, pull the blood from me and ease the violent pinpicks below my navel. Being a mortal goddess (woman) is not that great at times. See above list.

I need chocolate and potato chips and bacon and orange juice. Hence, grocery store trip soon.