Hormones. Bah.

I really really hate monthly hormonal flux.
I feel like hell, look like crap, sound like death. It would be easier if I were actually sick, but it's just severe hideous PMS. Thank fucking heaven for valerian and evening primrose to calm me down. And once again numerous apologies to my love who was the most unfortunate victim, yet again, of a PMSing Jozilla. I hope I didn't hit you too hard. I really did think the shoe was a pile of clothing. Even though you forgive me and you still love me, it doesn't mean I don't regret it. What's worse is how I reacted--completely breaking down in hysterics. Stupid empathy. Stupid hormones. Stupid girl. Bad girl. Bad bad stupid girl.
And now I need to be so so careful about how I hold my head. I wrenched my neck. Badly. I guess I deserve such a stress-related injury. I keep forgetting that any pain I inflict comes back on me threefold. Not because of any creed or curse or what have you. Just happens that way. My own empathy. I hate it sometimes.
But at least I feel slightly better.

Hormones. Bah.

I really really hate monthly hormonal flux.
I feel like hell, look like crap, sound like death. It would be easier if I were actually sick, but it's just severe hideous PMS. Thank fucking heaven for valerian and evening primrose to calm me down. And once again numerous apologies to my love who was the most unfortunate victim, yet again, of a PMSing Jozilla. I hope I didn't hit you too hard. I really did think the shoe was a pile of clothing. Even though you forgive me and you still love me, it doesn't mean I don't regret it. What's worse is how I reacted--completely breaking down in hysterics. Stupid empathy. Stupid hormones. Stupid girl. Bad girl. Bad bad stupid girl.
And now I need to be so so careful about how I hold my head. I wrenched my neck. Badly. I guess I deserve such a stress-related injury. I keep forgetting that any pain I inflict comes back on me threefold. Not because of any creed or curse or what have you. Just happens that way. My own empathy. I hate it sometimes.
But at least I feel slightly better.

Here we go again

*returns from lunch sweating*

I'm very confused.

*goes out of library, peeks into nearby office with window, frowns at glaring sun*

It's...eighty-three degrees outside.

The birds are singing.

Why is it 83 degrees in DC today? I've heard of indian summer, but this is ridiculous. Is this Ma Nature's way of making up for last winter, or will the metro area be screwed even harder, no lube? Not that I mind--I revel in warmth--but this means that the pressure will keep changing, the temperatures will wildly fluctuate, and moodswings will be at an all-time high. And then...cold. Bone-freezing, blue-skin icewater cold. *whimper*

Hey, Em...come down to Maryland. Share in the confusion with me. I'm sure Minnesota will release you if you yell at it enough. *considers some kind of snow-banishing spell for Minnesota*

Here we go again

*returns from lunch sweating*

I'm very confused.

*goes out of library, peeks into nearby office with window, frowns at glaring sun*

It's...eighty-three degrees outside.

The birds are singing.

Why is it 83 degrees in DC today? I've heard of indian summer, but this is ridiculous. Is this Ma Nature's way of making up for last winter, or will the metro area be screwed even harder, no lube? Not that I mind--I revel in warmth--but this means that the pressure will keep changing, the temperatures will wildly fluctuate, and moodswings will be at an all-time high. And then...cold. Bone-freezing, blue-skin icewater cold. *whimper*

Hey, Em...come down to Maryland. Share in the confusion with me. I'm sure Minnesota will release you if you yell at it enough. *considers some kind of snow-banishing spell for Minnesota*

The true Samhain?

I heard that October 31 is only Halloween in the Christian calendar. The true day of Samhain, the true night when the veil is thinnest between worlds, is the night of the new moon? When is that, anyway?

The true Samhain?

I heard that October 31 is only Halloween in the Christian calendar. The true day of Samhain, the true night when the veil is thinnest between worlds, is the night of the new moon? When is that, anyway?