I saw a sentence in a website paragraph that caught my eye:
"In some cases, the brain's attempts to repair itself after a head injury, stroke, or other problem may generate abnormal nerve connections that lead to epilepsy."
I do have a neuromuscular disorder that causes "problems" and my brain repairing it "may generate abnormal nerve connections".
And then I remembered that when I called earlier and scheduled an appointment with the receptionist and told her why, she had paused significantly and said, "Oh, he must want you to come in to discuss treatment options."
That worried me, just for a second.
No, I don't want it.
I don't, I don't.
I'm fine, I'm fine. I'm just fine.
Just wait. Next week, next Wednesday, wait till the appointment. Wait, wait.
Relax.
Relax.
You're fine.