I think I need a hug
Feb. 12th, 2004 01:43 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
brightrosefoxI really think I just need some good love, good people for a while. My eyes feel moist now. I don't know why I'm having so many silent horrible outbursts. I can't look in the mirror and see my own beauty right now. I feel like my insides are being clawed apart. Maybe I'm picking up on Adam's stress about work--after all, he's been working with NASA, for gods' sake and he is so afraid of screwing up. He just seems so vulerable. It scares me a little. I do tend to let people's emotions crash into me and become so much bigger until they threaten to tear me apart. I remember what happened at Dan's house that one time only because Adam told me--I actually gave myself amnesia because I frightened myself so much over someone else's troubles, a friend I cared about too much to pull back from emotionally at that time. I don't want to fall into that sort of darkness again.
I want to sleep. I shouldn't. I don't know what to do. Where is my bear spirit? I need something strong to hold onto.
Your element is Light: Innocent, beautiful, kind-
hearted and pure. You are so sweet your almost
angelic, you find joy in others happiness and
cannot stand to see anyone in pain. You want to
make everyone around you feel good about
themselves and if someone is upset you can tend
to become rather upset as well which means you
still have a heart. Being as kind and good-
natured as you are people have most likely hurt
you in the past but you pick yourself up
everytime and dust off the pain. You may look
fragile but you are stronger than you think.
Life is beautiful no matter how you look at it
and people make mistakes, not everyone is
perfect. You try to see the good in the bad
which is a talent few posses, dont ever let
anyone change you. Someday all of your hard
work to make others happy will pay off big
time, not that your looking for a reward. You
truely have a beautiful soul inside and a heart
of gold.
.:-|What is your true element?|-:. {-With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-} ^_^
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I want to sleep. I shouldn't. I don't know what to do. Where is my bear spirit? I need something strong to hold onto.
Your element is Light: Innocent, beautiful, kind-
hearted and pure. You are so sweet your almost
angelic, you find joy in others happiness and
cannot stand to see anyone in pain. You want to
make everyone around you feel good about
themselves and if someone is upset you can tend
to become rather upset as well which means you
still have a heart. Being as kind and good-
natured as you are people have most likely hurt
you in the past but you pick yourself up
everytime and dust off the pain. You may look
fragile but you are stronger than you think.
Life is beautiful no matter how you look at it
and people make mistakes, not everyone is
perfect. You try to see the good in the bad
which is a talent few posses, dont ever let
anyone change you. Someday all of your hard
work to make others happy will pay off big
time, not that your looking for a reward. You
truely have a beautiful soul inside and a heart
of gold.
.:-|What is your true element?|-:. {-With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-} ^_^
brought to you by Quizilla
