"Dear Diary..."
Mar. 14th, 2004 03:08 pm*looks at scale* 96.
Does this mean I need to go shopping for bigger size jeans?
I guess I'm one of those women on whom weight just ... sneaks up.
Oh, don't look at me like that. I really have gotten way too used to being a zero, so going up to a one or a two is actually a little startling. Am I happy that my hips are wider? I don't know. Do I need therapy because I sound like I'm slipping back into the anorexia mindset? Possibly. Am I insane because over eighty percent of American women are significantly overweight and I should be thrilled to be smaller than a size six? Probably. Do you need to read about that...? Tough, I'm writing it anyway. This is what a journal is for.
Can't get the images from the digital camera to the computer. Kind of frustrating. It'll wait till Adam comes back from fishing.
Gonna go write a few new scenes in the book.
Does this mean I need to go shopping for bigger size jeans?
I guess I'm one of those women on whom weight just ... sneaks up.
Oh, don't look at me like that. I really have gotten way too used to being a zero, so going up to a one or a two is actually a little startling. Am I happy that my hips are wider? I don't know. Do I need therapy because I sound like I'm slipping back into the anorexia mindset? Possibly. Am I insane because over eighty percent of American women are significantly overweight and I should be thrilled to be smaller than a size six? Probably. Do you need to read about that...? Tough, I'm writing it anyway. This is what a journal is for.
Can't get the images from the digital camera to the computer. Kind of frustrating. It'll wait till Adam comes back from fishing.
Gonna go write a few new scenes in the book.