Still breathing, hey.
May. 2nd, 2011 09:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
brightrosefoxAnxiety + panic attack + migraine + simple partial seizure = screaming. Followed by a nice dose of Fuck This I'm Cuddling With The Cats.
I thought about canceling Friday's doctor appointment, until I realized that I need it; I'll face the bill later. I need to talk to her about the psychologist, about my anxiety, about my health. I'm not better. I cry in my sleep. I wince in my sleep. I hurt all the time at a higher level than usual. I know I bring some of it on myself by worrying, but that can be worked with.
I will say that the Savella is subtly working in a helpful way, after two months. I have a nice energy boost, a gentle lifting of the fatigue and fog. For a few hours, at least, I feel well enough to notice that I feel happy and content and relaxed.
I've been applying stress relief balms containing helichrysum oil for weeks now. Obviously I need to discuss things with the doctor.
I thought about canceling Friday's doctor appointment, until I realized that I need it; I'll face the bill later. I need to talk to her about the psychologist, about my anxiety, about my health. I'm not better. I cry in my sleep. I wince in my sleep. I hurt all the time at a higher level than usual. I know I bring some of it on myself by worrying, but that can be worked with.
I will say that the Savella is subtly working in a helpful way, after two months. I have a nice energy boost, a gentle lifting of the fatigue and fog. For a few hours, at least, I feel well enough to notice that I feel happy and content and relaxed.
I've been applying stress relief balms containing helichrysum oil for weeks now. Obviously I need to discuss things with the doctor.
