Quiet, mind
Aug. 26th, 2012 09:00 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
brightrosefoxI desperately want to keep apologizing forever. I have no idea why, or for what.
Part of me completely believes I have done or said something very wrong and insulting, somewhere, somehow, to someone... but it is like a fading dream.
Is it real? Is it only shards of depression, anxiety, and epilepsy?
Inside my head I cannot stop crying.
I almost always think I have done something wrong.
I do understand that it is the depressive episode and the severe anxiety.
I know the Klonopin and the meditation will help.
But emotions tend to burn hotter and higher than reason, and I ready myself for battle.
Part of me completely believes I have done or said something very wrong and insulting, somewhere, somehow, to someone... but it is like a fading dream.
Is it real? Is it only shards of depression, anxiety, and epilepsy?
Inside my head I cannot stop crying.
I almost always think I have done something wrong.
I do understand that it is the depressive episode and the severe anxiety.
I know the Klonopin and the meditation will help.
But emotions tend to burn hotter and higher than reason, and I ready myself for battle.
