Silent lucidity

[brightrosefox]

Ever have one of those vivid, realistic dreams where you're in bed with your lover, doing slow, sweet, torturous things to their body and watching their face while you do it? Where you can actively feel yourself slithering and sliding all over them, but just out of reach of where it counts, just enough pressure but not enough, so that every muscle in their body stands out straining and you hear the high-pitched moan vibrating in the back of their throat, where your hands roam everywhere and dance all different kinds of pressure in all different kinds of places, where your mouth and tongue and teeth follow that pattern until you see them arch off the bed and beg in a single gasping breath, where you have the utter sweet violent satisfaction of casually gliding on top of them, staring down into their eyes with a predatory grin, teasing just enough until you see the pain and frustration in their face turn to savage lust, and then ultimately taking them and riding them until the world disappears and your brains liquefy and your bodies melt and everything explodes so that when you eventually come back to trembling awareness, the air in the room has turned boiling hot--and the air conditioning is on.

Yeah. One of those dreams.

Comments

*arched brow*

[ronin-lethe.livejournal.com]

off work today, are we?
*wink*

Re: *arched brow*

[brightrosefox.livejournal.com]

Hm? Oh...no, no. Sitting here at work, having just remembered a dream from last night, and shifting around uncomfortably in my chair. I feel really sorry for guys now.
Is it time to go yet? *looks at clock* Fuck. Heh. I'm just digging myself a hole.

Re: *arched brow*

[ronin-lethe.livejournal.com]

breathe in....out....again.....
you have my sympathy. but at least you get to count down your time in hours....
*grumble*

Re: *arched brow*

[brightrosefox.livejournal.com]

*whimper* Don't remind me of those two years I spent long-distance with my boy...remember, I not only feel your current pain, I remember it.

Re: *arched brow*

[ronin-lethe.livejournal.com]

indeed, love. which is why i am glad that you get to go home to him in a few hours. you two have been through enough.
i miss you. come over...

Re: *arched brow*

[brightrosefox.livejournal.com]

I'm counting those days, too, you know, to whatever day I get to see you. Are you guys still coming with us to my parents' for Thanksgiving?

Re: *arched brow*

[ronin-lethe.livejournal.com]

far as i know, yes. that is actually thanksgiving day, right? i may need to be at my grandparent's the saturday after.

Re: *arched brow*

[brightrosefox.livejournal.com]

We were planning on spending the whole week, from, say, Sunday to Sunday, but if you'd need to head back, I'm sure that could be arranged.

turkey day

[ronin-lethe.livejournal.com]

mmmm. well, i don't actually get any time off of work for thanksgiving--just the day and *maybe* the day after. we'll talk about it more as it gets closer.

Re: turkey day

[brightrosefox.livejournal.com]

Of course we will. Actually, best case, since you and Watson will be in Manhattan anyway, I'll suggest that you stay there till Wednesday night or Thursday morning, then hop on the Hampton Jitney bus straight to Sag Harbor, and take the Jitney back on Friday or so. That's how my mom came to Manhattan to see me and Adam for just two hours once. If need be, payment can be covered for ya. But we'll see.

Re: turkey day

[ronin-lethe.livejournal.com]

that would totally rule! and that for sure we could do... oh, i want us to all be together again NOWWWWW....

Re: turkey day

[brightrosefox.livejournal.com]

Soon enough, I promise. New Model Army and Matrix Revolutions and Sag Harbor all in one month. But I want more, I do do. And soon.