girl continued
May. 27th, 2006 06:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Rooibos tea, brewed strong, refrigerated in a pitcher, poured into a water bottle. Farscape episodes on the computer and projector screen. Chocolate chips, snacking. Alison Raffaele True Concealer, Clinique Angel Red lipstick. Exfoliated skin, purification. It is so warm outside, finally. Skin purity.
I am inside my mind a lot today. I feel things more on the inside than the outside. Monitoring myself. I can seek out and grasp the travel of neurons, watch them skip over the cerebral scarring, stop them from misfiring. Storms are calm. I am calm. I am purging myself of resentment and bitterness in general. I will love those I love. I will turn from those who are too dark. My health won't suffer again.
Sometimes it is indeed best to put yourself first.
I am inside my mind a lot today. I feel things more on the inside than the outside. Monitoring myself. I can seek out and grasp the travel of neurons, watch them skip over the cerebral scarring, stop them from misfiring. Storms are calm. I am calm. I am purging myself of resentment and bitterness in general. I will love those I love. I will turn from those who are too dark. My health won't suffer again.
Sometimes it is indeed best to put yourself first.