writer's itch
Jul. 13th, 2006 01:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
brightrosefoxMy brain is leaking, my brain is pouring, I want to write I want to write I want to write and write and write
But of course at work I can't really do it. I have some time to kill, but if I start now I will not will not be able to stop.
This day needs to end soon, I need to go home, I need to pour everything out
It's like a hurricane in here, or a beast pacing in a cage attacking the bars and screaming
Second to last chapter is already taking form
I don't even know what number it's going to be but it's here already
And I already foresee a major plot problem but that might be fixed more easily than I think
Gods damn it.
It's like little crawling things made of fire scrabbling all over inside my head, and it's making me hurt but at least it's taking away from the ache in my lower back and my legs and knees and ankles and hands and shoulders
Oh fuck it, no, what do you mean I'll need to stick authority figures in there? Authority screws up the fun. You have perfectly capable people trying to save the world and then big government and big law comes in and smacks you down and insists on taking care of it and no I don't want that in the middle of it all. Thank gods this world of mine is part libertarian and part anarchist. Wait, wait, there is a perfect beautiful dialogue now between Ian and Alex and a police chief and a government agent, and the authority figures are backing away because it's already been handled yes by a bunch of young private citizens on their own and not much the government could have done anyway... besides it was just one big building and several acres of land completely destroyed, let emergency response teams deal with that.
The last time my head got this bad and this fierce I was a senior in college and I didn't get to sleep until wee hours of the morning (it was a Saturday anyway).
*beats wall*
I can't lose this, I can't lose this, I can't lose this, gods and goddesses, please, don't let me lose this again...
Smell your skin
Feel your breath
You on my side
I couldn't resist
I hope I'll understand some day
What's the meaning of this crazy game
It is real and pure
T.N.T. for the brain
If there's no pain
Rules are still the same
I'm with you, just lead me
I'm ready to play
T.N.T. for the brain
Don't be scared and have no fear
I will show you what it means
If there's no pain
Rules are still the same
I'm with you, just lead me
I'm ready to play
T.N.T. for the brain
What you feel is insane
It is love and not a game
T.N.T. for the brain
But of course at work I can't really do it. I have some time to kill, but if I start now I will not will not be able to stop.
This day needs to end soon, I need to go home, I need to pour everything out
It's like a hurricane in here, or a beast pacing in a cage attacking the bars and screaming
Second to last chapter is already taking form
I don't even know what number it's going to be but it's here already
And I already foresee a major plot problem but that might be fixed more easily than I think
Gods damn it.
It's like little crawling things made of fire scrabbling all over inside my head, and it's making me hurt but at least it's taking away from the ache in my lower back and my legs and knees and ankles and hands and shoulders
Oh fuck it, no, what do you mean I'll need to stick authority figures in there? Authority screws up the fun. You have perfectly capable people trying to save the world and then big government and big law comes in and smacks you down and insists on taking care of it and no I don't want that in the middle of it all. Thank gods this world of mine is part libertarian and part anarchist. Wait, wait, there is a perfect beautiful dialogue now between Ian and Alex and a police chief and a government agent, and the authority figures are backing away because it's already been handled yes by a bunch of young private citizens on their own and not much the government could have done anyway... besides it was just one big building and several acres of land completely destroyed, let emergency response teams deal with that.
The last time my head got this bad and this fierce I was a senior in college and I didn't get to sleep until wee hours of the morning (it was a Saturday anyway).
*beats wall*
I can't lose this, I can't lose this, I can't lose this, gods and goddesses, please, don't let me lose this again...
Smell your skin
Feel your breath
You on my side
I couldn't resist
I hope I'll understand some day
What's the meaning of this crazy game
It is real and pure
T.N.T. for the brain
If there's no pain
Rules are still the same
I'm with you, just lead me
I'm ready to play
T.N.T. for the brain
Don't be scared and have no fear
I will show you what it means
If there's no pain
Rules are still the same
I'm with you, just lead me
I'm ready to play
T.N.T. for the brain
What you feel is insane
It is love and not a game
T.N.T. for the brain
