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Nov. 15th, 2002 02:05 pmWait, gotu kola works better than valerian. It eases anxiety and twitchiness without making me feel sleep. Actually it makes me feel bouncy.
I made an appointment for Monday with a doctor at the Rockville Neurology Center. He's going to hook wires up to my brain. It's going to be pretty.
You know what the funny thing is: I know when I'm about to seize, I can feel it--but afterwards I'm not sure if it was a seizure or just twitchiness. I can be totally conscious and start spasming for no reason, or stare into space and not move for ten minutes while being fully aware that I can't move or talk or think...or really breathe, actually. Is that seizure? What is that? I guess the doctors will tell me. Blah.
I made an appointment for Monday with a doctor at the Rockville Neurology Center. He's going to hook wires up to my brain. It's going to be pretty.
You know what the funny thing is: I know when I'm about to seize, I can feel it--but afterwards I'm not sure if it was a seizure or just twitchiness. I can be totally conscious and start spasming for no reason, or stare into space and not move for ten minutes while being fully aware that I can't move or talk or think...or really breathe, actually. Is that seizure? What is that? I guess the doctors will tell me. Blah.