Hypertonia is making my left hand and foot seize up. Currently I could not manage fine motor control if my life depended on it. I can flail my left hand on the keyboard, though, and my index finger can hit keys, so that is something. I can write. My hand keeps curling up, my thumb tucked under and peeking out between the ring and pinky fingers, as this is automatically comforting. It is also a variation of the fig sign, apparently; who knew?
I am limping so severely that I have brought my cane out. It is the pretty cane that Adam bought me, with an LCD flashlight on the top.
My left eye and mouth muscles keep twitching. This is extremely annoying.
I am somewhat anticipating simple partial seizures today, since they tend to occur on days when the cerebral palsy is being a bitch.
Sooner or later, this will all lead to a massive fibromyalgia flare.
And, no, I am not making a self-fulfilling prophecy. This is just What Happens.
(Can you tell I am bitter toward people who try to insist that I ignore my symptoms and Do Things anyway? Doing Things will make it all worse. Best thing I can do is Rest and Take It Easy for a few hours. Someone once told me that if I anticipate symptoms, that will always make them happen, and I should never anticipate. I'm still not sure how to take that. It feels slightly insulting.)
In any case, my goji juice is delicious, and I am watching "Clash Of The Gods" on the History Channel (they're discussing Zeus).
I am limping so severely that I have brought my cane out. It is the pretty cane that Adam bought me, with an LCD flashlight on the top.
My left eye and mouth muscles keep twitching. This is extremely annoying.
I am somewhat anticipating simple partial seizures today, since they tend to occur on days when the cerebral palsy is being a bitch.
Sooner or later, this will all lead to a massive fibromyalgia flare.
And, no, I am not making a self-fulfilling prophecy. This is just What Happens.
(Can you tell I am bitter toward people who try to insist that I ignore my symptoms and Do Things anyway? Doing Things will make it all worse. Best thing I can do is Rest and Take It Easy for a few hours. Someone once told me that if I anticipate symptoms, that will always make them happen, and I should never anticipate. I'm still not sure how to take that. It feels slightly insulting.)
In any case, my goji juice is delicious, and I am watching "Clash Of The Gods" on the History Channel (they're discussing Zeus).