Flare in the shape of Water
Jan. 15th, 2008 11:17 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
brightrosefoxFlare today, and it's in the shape of Water...
Since deciding to give my fibro symptoms the properties of the elements, I've realized I can better combat the effects inside. Being pagan, being polytheistic, being an eclectic witch... connecting my health to my faith, making myself strong psychically to fight what hurts most...
I'm coming down with a cold, and it's only going to get more annoying, and it makes the flare worse, and I am full of Water, but not in a good way; I am caught in tides and waves and storms, and it is cold and frothy rushing across muscles and bones and striking nerves like ice, that constant electrical current pricking and prodding.
I have an intense fear of drowning. This isn't helping.
I'm having trouble grounding myself, can't find that light I need to get me through this ache, but it will come, I just need to focus. Healing energy, earth healing, fire healing.
The dangerous aspects of the elements counterbalanced by the healing aspects.
I'm charging my amber pendant and amber ring with as much healing, grounding, light energy as possible, enough to push power from my toes to my scalp...
When I get home, I'll draw some from the dragon statues, creatures of fire and water, and thank them kindly.
But right now, all I want is to go to the goddess Isis and lay in her arms and let healing wash over me.
"Isis, the Lady of Life, is often depicted holding the Ankh, the symbol of eternal life. She is celebrated as a powerful and magical healer, being gifted with the ability to cure mind, body and spirit. Another of her titles is Divine Physician."
Skeptics and atheists, you may interpret all this as you wish.
Since deciding to give my fibro symptoms the properties of the elements, I've realized I can better combat the effects inside. Being pagan, being polytheistic, being an eclectic witch... connecting my health to my faith, making myself strong psychically to fight what hurts most...
I'm coming down with a cold, and it's only going to get more annoying, and it makes the flare worse, and I am full of Water, but not in a good way; I am caught in tides and waves and storms, and it is cold and frothy rushing across muscles and bones and striking nerves like ice, that constant electrical current pricking and prodding.
I have an intense fear of drowning. This isn't helping.
I'm having trouble grounding myself, can't find that light I need to get me through this ache, but it will come, I just need to focus. Healing energy, earth healing, fire healing.
The dangerous aspects of the elements counterbalanced by the healing aspects.
I'm charging my amber pendant and amber ring with as much healing, grounding, light energy as possible, enough to push power from my toes to my scalp...
When I get home, I'll draw some from the dragon statues, creatures of fire and water, and thank them kindly.
But right now, all I want is to go to the goddess Isis and lay in her arms and let healing wash over me.
"Isis, the Lady of Life, is often depicted holding the Ankh, the symbol of eternal life. She is celebrated as a powerful and magical healer, being gifted with the ability to cure mind, body and spirit. Another of her titles is Divine Physician."
Skeptics and atheists, you may interpret all this as you wish.
