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Exhausted, in pain, but very very happy.

Also full of pumpkin soup and pumpkin pudding. And soon to be full of pumpkin pie, sweet pumpkin peach soup, pumpkin smoothie, pumpkin coffee, pumpkin juice... and the word "pumpkin" is starting to look weird. Oh, so much love for such a squash. We will have pumpkin stuff for weeks.

Adam has tomorrow and Tuesday off from work, since he will be doing his election judge duty. We get to spend the daytime together, so we will spend it doing romantic couple things, like running errands and having sex and discussing philosophy and watching movies and doing laundry.

The harvest is over and the dark end of the year begins. For some, it's the start of a new year. For me, it's when the veil is thinnest and I can reach out and touch the other worlds. Sometimes that gives me a headache. It's always lovely.

May the bonfires burn high and long.

Date: 2010-11-01 04:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lovefromgirl.livejournal.com
My dad makes the. best. pumpkin bread. It's so soft it's more like a cake -- ohhhh, what wonders!

The veil being thin right now is not helping me much, I'm afraid. The dreams are only more painful because they're based partly in realities I can't have.

Date: 2010-11-01 06:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] brightrosefox.livejournal.com
I need to learn how to make pumpkin bread. I could eat it all day.

I'm sorry the dreams are bad. :(

Date: 2010-11-01 06:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lovefromgirl.livejournal.com
'sokay. I could've gone without the violent part, but what hurt more was the love part, where I finally got to be poly for real because someone wanted me, beloved and all.

Date: 2010-11-01 06:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] brightrosefox.livejournal.com
Fuck, I hate distant realities like that.

My worst ones are where I'm a dancer and I'm doing complex choreography with a partner to "Defying Gravity" from Wicked and other such empowering ballads. Because that just ain't never happening no matter how hard I try.

Date: 2010-11-01 08:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lovefromgirl.livejournal.com
*wry grin* The kind of dancing I want to do is closed to me, too. Maybe someday, though, we will dance in the little ways we can? You and me?

Date: 2010-11-01 09:22 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] brightrosefox.livejournal.com
One day, my sweet, one day.

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