After Alice: Contract and Trap
Oct. 15th, 2011 03:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
brightrosefoxA hypertonic state within epileptic postictal impairment is very aggravating. My brain damage is shouting. I appreciate the fact that I own two canes and am married to someone who knows physical therapy and Reiki therapy in regards to cerebral palsy. My left arm and left leg are spastic ghosts today.
A dose of carisoprodol has kept my muscles slightly loose, enough to try and stretch them. My facial muscles keep twitching; I hate that. Also, speaking and thinking require actual concentration. I feel ridiculous and stupid. I know it will pass soon, and I will recover fully, but time is dilated and everything seems so far away. I keep thinking I have done something wrong over and over. I know I haven't. It's just paranoia. I may wind up taking Klonopin just to stop the rising cycle of panic.
My muscles hurt. I may have already said that.
A dose of carisoprodol has kept my muscles slightly loose, enough to try and stretch them. My facial muscles keep twitching; I hate that. Also, speaking and thinking require actual concentration. I feel ridiculous and stupid. I know it will pass soon, and I will recover fully, but time is dilated and everything seems so far away. I keep thinking I have done something wrong over and over. I know I haven't. It's just paranoia. I may wind up taking Klonopin just to stop the rising cycle of panic.
My muscles hurt. I may have already said that.
