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[brightrosefox]

This is weird and... funny. Mildly depressed and panicky, but also with a fast brain moving so fast that I am almost laughing hysterically. ADHD Inattentive episode maybe? Because I don't have Hyperactivity, just Daydreamer Activity, as it... hang on, shiny... what was I saying? Is that a dove? Sorry, you were saying? Oh, have you seen my kyanite pendant? Fuck, I don't know what I was about to say. Oh! As it turns out. Adam has full on Hyperactivity to the point where as a child, he was tied to a chair and the chair started vibrating. To the point where if he was running through the house and met a wall he just went through the drywall into the next room. Where he bounced off the ceiling and left sneaker-prints. It took him decades of drugs and then intense meditative techniques to keep it tampered down. He now channels it through work and art and video games. It has become an advantage - until he runs out of things to do. And suddenly our house is covered in canvases with abstract, impressionist, minimalist landscape and surrealist paintings, and stonework carved with electric drills.

Now, the funny thing is that I've got Inattentive, Over-Focused, With Anxiety, and With Depression... depending on what my brain is trying to do. For example, right now, I am having a With Anxiety episode during a major depressive episode on its own. It feels very, very weird.
http://newideas.net/different-types-adhd

So. Yes. Um. Depressive episode with ADHD Inattentive Anxiety episode? I don't know. I need to get ready for my pain specialist appointment.

Also, I need breakfast. Acai Vanilla Greek yogurt will do fine.