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[brightrosefox]

And to top it all off, I'd written that last post during a very severe panic attack where I actually had thought I was dying. Nothing like backing up emotions with sensations. Thank you to the Watson for telling me how to calm down and for setting my head straight and for making me face reality. I can think much more clearly now. I feel like an idiot, but that happens after a panic attack. I still stand by that last entry, though. I truly do not know how to keep from unintentionally killing myself with this fear. He's right--everyone is going to die sooner or later, but I'm talking about right now. I kind of want to do some stuff before I die. And if I die before I'm thirty, I will be rather pissed off. Especially when I brought it on myself. Who wants to do a stupid like like that?

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[funkergirl.livejournal.com]

Watson is especially good at putting things into perspective.
he is becoming very wise in his old age. *wink*

I know fear. I know it well. I fight fear all the time, and I have a great way of dealing with my fear. Mainly if it is a fear of doing something that I haven’t done before. I have this little room in my head. I put the fear in their, slam the door, toss the key away, and just do whatever it is that I was afraid to do. When it is done, I feel great, and the fear is gone.

*hugs*