The Return To Innocence

In my utmost joy at finally seeing warm sunny weather, I keep forgetting that warm weather tends to increase my flares and episodes of fibromyalgia, nerve pain, gustatory rhinitus (and obviously spring allergies), OCD, ADD, and epilepsy (be it actual seizures or simple reality shifts). However, considering that I have almost twenty separate diagnosed ailments, I will be grateful and take what I can get, since cold weather aggravates... everything.
Addendum: My pain specialist head nurse believes I may have arthritis in at least my right knee and wants me to go get tested for all arthritis types. I don't wanna. No, seriously. I don't want to know. I know I must, I have to. Because of the pain and the swelling. But you know how it is. "Well, fuck, one more thing, huh?" Although at this point, I might as well just get it over with and if it's true I might as well just accept it. Body, you fucking asshat.

Time for a cheeseburger, damn it. And pistachios. PISTACHIOS. Gods, I want pistachio ice cream.

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When I feel better, I'll go out and dance again. I love dancing. Sometimes my body likes it too.

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When I feel better, I'll go out and dance again. I love dancing. Sometimes my body likes it too.

I spent an hour out front, in my fenced-in front yard, dancing and spinning in the warmth and the sunlight and the yayness.

Now I am watching Serenity on Syfy.

I watched the penultimate episode of Caprica last night, and I'm sure the ASPCA is breathing a sigh of relief, as are dog lovers everywhere. Still, it was intense. "No, no, ha ha, we didn't really shoot the dog, the dog is fine, see? See? We just wanted to establish that this character is a wee bit morally reprehensible, if you didn't already know." Still, I had to hit the Mute button during that scene and was already starting to compose an Angry Letter in my head before the shooter "missed" the shot and then it was revealed that the gun had blanks. And then I thought, You are fucking lucky, writers, but good show.

I feel as though I am waiting for something big. I am on a verge. No idea what. But some sort of verge.

Pain-wise, I feel a little better today. I love my coffee and my methylsulfonylmethane.

I plan on getting a small (affordable) allergy arsenal at Whole Foods, plus extra pet wipes for the cats. It's starting, and it's already getting brutal.
I wish I could remember the best foods to eat to cut down on allergy-driven inflammation. All I can think of is high doses of Vitamin C, and locally harvested honey, and spirulina. I'll be taking some more of the boss' Pollinosan shortly.

I love spring. I do. But nobody loves pollen.

I plan on getting a small (affordable) allergy arsenal at Whole Foods, plus extra pet wipes for the cats. It's starting, and it's already getting brutal.
I wish I could remember the best foods to eat to cut down on allergy-driven inflammation. All I can think of is high doses of Vitamin C, and locally harvested honey, and spirulina. I'll be taking some more of the boss' Pollinosan shortly.

I love spring. I do. But nobody loves pollen.